For many years I have been one of the regulars at the March for Life, which is an annual rally that recalls the Roe v. Wade decision in 1973 to legalize abortion through all nine months of pregnancy. The March has always been very close to my heart, since I have always been active in pro-life education and support.
Ever since I was a freshman in high school, I would become excited whenever the time for the March rolled around. I'd wake up terribly early the morning of the March, pack on layers of clothing for the cold weather, and climb onto the bus with my youth group, church group, or whichever group I was traveling with that particular year. Pumped up and full of anticipation, we would head off to Washington D.C.
It was always an adventure. I'd exit the bus and stare up in awe at the tall buildings and historic monuments. I'd glance up at the windows in the tall buildings and see the professional people watching the crowds accumulate in the National Mall.
It was always part of the fun to look up at those professional people in their windows, to wave to them and see if they waved back. Their world seemed so different from mine. Here I was, standing in the cold for hours, holding a pro-life sign with pride, and feeling like a small soldier in this immense movement for pro-life rights. On the other hand, those people up in their windows were the professional folks busy with their jobs, able to watch the March during their lunch break perhaps, but nothing more. The contrast of the face of vibrant pro-life activism, and the face of professional Washington, was clear to me.
But this year, it was different.
This year, because of my semester in Washington, I was already in town for the day of the March. After my class let out, I threw on a coat and headed over to join the crowds.
Right away it felt different. I wasn't wearing layers of clothing and a heavy backpack, surviving on a couple hours of sleep. I was instead well-rested, dressed for class, and feeling oddly out of place. Even though I'd been living in Washington for a couple weeks now, finding myself in the hundreds of thousands of marchers threw me off. Even though this town was my home for the semester, I did not feel quite at home within the crowds. I did not match the other marchers, with their cold-flushed faces and hoarse voices from singing and praying.